Tests are everywhere-- be ready all the time!

In my almost twenty one years of existence in this chaotic and ever welcoming world of confusion, I could now say LIFE IS SO HARD IF YOU DON"T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT!

Do you know what's the MAJOR MAJOR problem I ever faced in life? There are lots of major major problems I faced yet I dealt with it and continue living under the flaming eyes of the monkeys that surrounds me.. Did you hear or shall I say read the words uttered by Venus Raj? Well that goes with the new trend!

Anyways, Life for me is meaningful. Sometimes I'm sad, emotionally distressed, mad, crying as always but then there are times that I can manage to smile, to laugh with my friends, I can chat and share wonderful experiences with my classmates..bond with my little cutie.. oh my baby!! SMUMUT..

have encountered so much judgments, doubts, trusts,... yet I'm here standing, kicking and can manage to show a wooden smile.. (not plastic!)

One of my fellow student at St. Anne told me about her life and she feel so confused and very problematic, she approached me asking me for some advices..and I was a little shocked I asked her "why me?" She answered me, "coz you're the President of the School, you can't manage to do all sorts of projects and humiliation you encountered if you're not strong.."

I told her that Im not a perfect adviser.. and Im just someone who is "matigas ang puso sa lahat ng mga kahihiyan na binabato sa akin kahit ako'y isang inosenteng nilalang lamang" and she answered again.. :"MIss President, I trust you and I will always be your fan".. and I thanked her.. Im very much flattered on what she said, My confidence came rushing into my veins.. char char!!

Im really happy to know about it.. well her problem? She was being a victim of words uttered my so many monkeys in the whole wide community where she and her family lives. Her former classmate in high school make some naughty chismis about her that she had an affair with her second cousin, yet they're just best of friends.. and they were cousins anyway. And I came to realise that cousins can be lovers how much more for second cousins..

Well I asked her if the rumor is true and she said NO! So I trusted her.. HEr second cousin-guy besfriend has a girlfriend of his own but they were linked.. I told her--"dont be affected ok? be strong.. walang saysay ang mundo kung walang POV ang mga tao! walang saysay ang mabuhay ka kung magpapadala ka lang sa mga walang kwentang sinasabi ng iba! believe in yourself as long as you're happy, you're healthy, and innocent.. then let them say what they want! That's very much common in life! Lahat ng bagay maliit na detalye man yan binibigyang kahulugan ng mga walang magawa.. May pinag aralan ka! IKaw na lang ang bahalang umintidi sa mga walang alam ok?!!

She hugged me so so tight and she said.. how can you say that! I answered her: "Wala sa kamalingkingan ng mga chismis na binato sa akin ng mga unggoy ang mga chismis na ibinato sayo..! Yung akin malala talaga.. and the worst thing? Di ko friend ang nagkalat kundi kadugo ko pa! As what Im loving guardian angel told me.. STAND UP STRAIGHT, LOOK AT THEM DIRECTLY INTO THEIR FLAMING EYES- DONT BE SHY! SHOW THEM WHAT YOU'VE GOT!!!